butterflies n sweet kisses*

Tuesday, May 23, 2006
wat's left

a gaping hole

once used to be filled

i want to go back

young and carefree.

i didnt have to care.

i didnt have a worry

i don't want it to change.

the dynamics of wat used to be, altered,

left alone

shivering in the cold.

do you even hear wat im saying?

you think you see

you think you know

you think you understand

the complexity that fills my mind

but you don't even listen

do you hear wat you're saying?

empty words meant to make me feel better

but suddenly the hole is just getting bigger

engulfing me whole

until you won't notice my existance

you wouldnt even know if i walked past you

i am a shadow of your past

one you would like to erase

you say you hear me,

but i want you to listen,

to the words im not saying,

Don't assume you know me

or wat im feeling

you talk to me like i am a child

incapable of listening, understanding or speaking for myself

words hang in the air

words i want to speak but afraid to

i've been so scared of losing you

that i never noticed i already have

a long time ago

when my world was happy and carefree

i am brought down back to earth

with reality crashing in

promises are just words until they are fulfilled

i want you to see

to understand

to listen

but you never will

until you realise i am capable

to think, feel touch, hear, smell, see on my own

i will always be an incapable child in your eyes

until you have finally realised

words you spoke were taken into consideration

part of my life

but you refuse to see

veiled by your lame excuses

i hate wat i see when you look at me

a child incapable,

the hole gets bigger everytime...

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I am a daydreamer. I think too much. I am short. I am gullible. I love to laugh. I am highly amuseable. I can be quite random. I am friendly, yet I am very shy. I love butterflies. Go figure. <3 to all I know and love.
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