Friday, February 24, 2006
yay~
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Monday, February 06, 2006
routine.
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Friday, February 03, 2006
i'll be...
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
febuary.
Tha irritation and confusion im feeling is just about killing me.
ha ha ha.
Audrey's left, as much as i never spent much time wit her, she's sucha special girl. I hope she has lots and lots of fun in Spain. And come home soon. heh. =)
Tha world is amazing, wonderful, and i think topsy turvy. haha. or on its way there at least. maybe im tha one upside down, and should go back to tha right position, but who's to say... My thoughts are spinning outta control.. I always wonder why I cant find watever it is I want.Maybe Im too picky. But if im not, i'll regret my decision later on. For now, imma try to stop over analyzing everybloodything, fukh it and enjoy my life and watever's left of it. Once my bithday passes this year, everything will be on my shoulders, imma be older, in that transition stage, where everything will no doubt be even more confusing. Maybe I feel too much. I have tried being more practical. Using tha brains instead of tha heart, but somwhow it feels so unnatural. But this way it is much easier to be taken advantage of. I gotta learn to stand up for me, much much more. Maybe its time to say that if you cant accept me for who i am den fukh it cuz i dunt need you in my life, judging evry single thing that i do. Because optimism is so much better den having someone who just brings you down all tha time. I want to be able to be my own person and be loved for it. I cant change me just to make you happy. Because at tha end of tha day its my life. Wat i wanna do, decisions i wanna make.
Much love to all.
<333
Lil' Fairy.
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yay~
Mummy's coming back tmrw.
YAY!
For ten days.
Den she's off to NZ to see Uncle Marco.
You know when.. somethings juz bugging you.
And it may be that lil gut feeling.
Or juz tha normal time of tha month where everything is juz damn horrible.
You feel all crappy and emotional.
Maybe its juz me.
I feel like crying at everything.
Reading a book. Watching oprah.
Watching American Idol when they dedicate thasongs to like family members or smthin.
Yeah i noe it sounds weird.
I think. Wat I had is gone.
Far far away.
='(
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Monday, February 06, 2006
routine.
i miss my best friend.
i need my best friend.
only she can make me feel sooooo much better.
stupid notice board.
pleaseeeeee meet up tmrw so we can laugh our asses off at random shit.
smucks. hugs and misses.
<333
Lil' Fairy.
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Friday, February 03, 2006
i'll be...
hello once again.
yes, i is bored.
i cant sleep early.
I can but i juz think of everthing that is totally unnecessary
den it'll be harder for me to sleep.
im juz sick of waking up. rosette. go home.
blah blah blah.
tha few nights i get to enjoy.
but how often does tht happen?
im going to petals soon. Joy.
In tha spirit of V-Day, since i shall be spending it wit those i love many many..I wonder why its so difficult to show appreciation and love for tha people that matter most to you.I love you, Such simple words said with sincerity is probably one tha hardest things to say along with I'm sorry and I need help and maybe a few more things but yeah if you get my drift. Why is it so difficult to smile. To do a good deed? Talking bout good deeds, i went to cheers and bought some stuff and i was 20 cents short... I was so confident and all... and i was 20 cents short... so i told tha cashier to hold on so i could draw out money and pay for tha stuff... and he was like.. nah, its okay.. i'll pay tha 20 cents for you. So thank you cashier at cheers who's name i didnt see. Thank you very very many many. =)
Right now I juz wanna get evrything over and done with. I sooo cannot deal with routine. It juz drains you. Like a silent killer. Standing in heels either dead bored trynna find shiet to do or going around wit frustrating customers going tha food isnt hot enough.. tha coffee should be hotter... Or cognac shouldnt be served in a rock glass... Or trynna please other people... Dont speak malay.. yeah and its totally fine for you people to speak your mother tongue in front of me when you're talking bout operations when i am juz joking ard wit my friends in malay.But seriously, if you can talk to tha whole world in ur tongue in frot of everyone you have no bloody right to tell me not to talk in malay. Like fuck off. I'll stop talkin to Nab and Sha in malay when you people bloody stop giving instructions in ur tongue and expect me to noe wtf you want me to do. Life and all its unfairness. i try bein optimistic at least. Im juz ranting. After sucha break, going back there is like mind numbing.i make absolutely no sense sometimes. Enough shiet from me lah. bye.and i love kittieeee~ heh.
Much love,
<333
Lil'Fairy.
yes, i is bored.
i cant sleep early.
I can but i juz think of everthing that is totally unnecessary
den it'll be harder for me to sleep.
im juz sick of waking up. rosette. go home.
blah blah blah.
tha few nights i get to enjoy.
but how often does tht happen?
im going to petals soon. Joy.
In tha spirit of V-Day, since i shall be spending it wit those i love many many..I wonder why its so difficult to show appreciation and love for tha people that matter most to you.I love you, Such simple words said with sincerity is probably one tha hardest things to say along with I'm sorry and I need help and maybe a few more things but yeah if you get my drift. Why is it so difficult to smile. To do a good deed? Talking bout good deeds, i went to cheers and bought some stuff and i was 20 cents short... I was so confident and all... and i was 20 cents short... so i told tha cashier to hold on so i could draw out money and pay for tha stuff... and he was like.. nah, its okay.. i'll pay tha 20 cents for you. So thank you cashier at cheers who's name i didnt see. Thank you very very many many. =)
Right now I juz wanna get evrything over and done with. I sooo cannot deal with routine. It juz drains you. Like a silent killer. Standing in heels either dead bored trynna find shiet to do or going around wit frustrating customers going tha food isnt hot enough.. tha coffee should be hotter... Or cognac shouldnt be served in a rock glass... Or trynna please other people... Dont speak malay.. yeah and its totally fine for you people to speak your mother tongue in front of me when you're talking bout operations when i am juz joking ard wit my friends in malay.But seriously, if you can talk to tha whole world in ur tongue in frot of everyone you have no bloody right to tell me not to talk in malay. Like fuck off. I'll stop talkin to Nab and Sha in malay when you people bloody stop giving instructions in ur tongue and expect me to noe wtf you want me to do. Life and all its unfairness. i try bein optimistic at least. Im juz ranting. After sucha break, going back there is like mind numbing.i make absolutely no sense sometimes. Enough shiet from me lah. bye.and i love kittieeee~ heh.
Much love,
<333
Lil'Fairy.
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
febuary.
Tha irritation and confusion im feeling is just about killing me.
ha ha ha.
Audrey's left, as much as i never spent much time wit her, she's sucha special girl. I hope she has lots and lots of fun in Spain. And come home soon. heh. =)
Tha world is amazing, wonderful, and i think topsy turvy. haha. or on its way there at least. maybe im tha one upside down, and should go back to tha right position, but who's to say... My thoughts are spinning outta control.. I always wonder why I cant find watever it is I want.Maybe Im too picky. But if im not, i'll regret my decision later on. For now, imma try to stop over analyzing everybloodything, fukh it and enjoy my life and watever's left of it. Once my bithday passes this year, everything will be on my shoulders, imma be older, in that transition stage, where everything will no doubt be even more confusing. Maybe I feel too much. I have tried being more practical. Using tha brains instead of tha heart, but somwhow it feels so unnatural. But this way it is much easier to be taken advantage of. I gotta learn to stand up for me, much much more. Maybe its time to say that if you cant accept me for who i am den fukh it cuz i dunt need you in my life, judging evry single thing that i do. Because optimism is so much better den having someone who just brings you down all tha time. I want to be able to be my own person and be loved for it. I cant change me just to make you happy. Because at tha end of tha day its my life. Wat i wanna do, decisions i wanna make.
Much love to all.
<333
Lil' Fairy.
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I am a daydreamer.
I think too much.
I am short.
I am gullible.
I love to laugh.
I am highly amuseable.
I can be quite random.
I am friendly,
yet I am very shy.
I love butterflies.
Go figure.
<3 to all I know and love.
My Lovelies.
Nufail love
Sarah baby
Sheena angel
Yana gorgeous
Aaron shanks
Adam grec
Sufyan grumps
Mabel maple
Fangster
Sudip big bro
Aisyah Laughingas
Shikin Chicken
Premmie!!
Sukhi
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Nufail love
Sarah baby
Sheena angel
Yana gorgeous
Aaron shanks
Adam grec
Sufyan grumps
Mabel maple
Fangster
Sudip big bro
Aisyah Laughingas
Shikin Chicken
Premmie!!
Sukhi
Nabilah IntanPayung
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