Saturday, December 31, 2005
200th post.

lets see. this will be my 200th post.
Yay?
And im juz gonna say,

I cant funking sleep.

Funking crap ass shiet lah okek.

why cant i sleep everytime before i got work tha next day.
screwed up body functions.
its my fault anyway.

Happy New Years Eve.

My last post of tha year shall be my 200th post.
Next year will be my 201th post.
weeeeeeeeeeee~

bye all.
Happy New Year~
Smucks. <333


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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
attachment.

lets see. i should be sleeping now.
im supposed to wake up in 45 mins to get ready for my first day of my attachment.
but as usual, i cant sleep.
thank god for nice guys who stay up to keep you company.
but then u feel guilty for keepin them awake.
but then ur finally havin a decet conversation wit someone online.
so i decided to fuck it and screw sleep cuz i'll juz be tossing and turning and having a hard time waking up feelin like i only slept for like 2 mins which will in tha end put me in a pissy mood.
so for tha sake of Aisyah and evrybody else who has to put up wit me. I shall not sleep.
my ass is quite sore. and i think im finally gettin sleepy.
im feelin quite dumb.
u noe when u talk to someone and they use bombastic words and ur like, i think i noe wat that means but i better check in case im wrong so i dunt make a fool outta myself. uh huh. thats how im feeling.
my ass is really gettin sore.
thank god im not serving tmrw.
but i'll be duin pantry.
i think im cursed to be at tha back of tha house.
ass is gettin sorer.
i should be getting some circulation back to that region before as weird as this sounds i get pins and needles on my ass.
heh.
wish me luck.
and hopefully i dunt fall asleep on a plate of food.
bye all.


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Saturday, December 24, 2005
merry xmas eve.

Merry Christmas to all.

I think after all tha high bordering on drunk conversations i've had tha past 2 weeks wit Mr P (who shall not be named due to obvious reasons) I have come to a conclusion. I must say i really enjoyed tha nights, thank you for everything and as much as some people find it inconceiveable how we have decent intelligent conversations in sucha loud place, i think tha conversations was what made it such fun to me. Of course tha dancing and drinking played a part too. heh. Oh I think loadsa other people helped.

Twas good to see you Sukhi. And wat you say is true. I guess its time to practise wat i preach. Its so much easier to say than do something. But I do not want to be one of those people who are forever unhappy no matter how 'hard' they try to be happy. I should step back and take a look at everything without my emotions getting in tha way. How do you do it anyway? I was only trying to help. Its always one thing or another thats juz shit. I guess i gotta learn to stop and smell tha roses.
i think i'll continue this when im in tha mood, til den.
bye all.


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Monday, December 12, 2005
seeing is not always beliving.

what you see.
is me, incapable.
what you dont see,
is me, trying.


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Friday, December 02, 2005
Angel

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There’s always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Angel
Sarah McLachlan

P.s : Dont be sad Aisyah. Even tho its not tha same, there's always us. =)
: Nufail. I misses u. =(


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