Friday, September 30, 2005
yay...
so today i had a sad and a happy happy moment.
aisyah called me. told me shortfart added her on friendster.
so i immediately checked mine.
he added me too.
sad part no 1 : He has a potential girlfriend or he has a girlfriend.
sad part no 2 : His english ah... for someone so cute ah... spoil ah. heh.
Super happy part of today.
My dad bought me, sheens and aunty, kittens
so dat means, we have one each.
so dat means, i have my own freakin kitten.
nufking cute shiet.
aunty isnt in town so her kitten dunt got a name yet.
sheens kittens name binxy.
and mine, after some contemplation... from boo to mary jane aka MJ
i think my kitten which happens to be tha smallest one
is gonna be named Lilo. Heh.
Maybe cupcake? anybody wit any ideas,
feel free to lemme noe.
asap ah.
i dunt want a nameless kitten.
but she is sooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE!!!
heh heh.
okek..
kinda sad.
but super happy.
so bye all.
u can always come over and see tha lil kittens. heh.
dah la bye ah,
ps : Lilo is sleepin on my lap ryte now curled up into a tiny small ball. how not to geram?
heh. <3
pps : i wanna thank my dad for tha kittens. i feel so loved..
okek. bye.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |12:07 AM| 0 Butterflies
yay...
so today i had a sad and a happy happy moment.
aisyah called me. told me shortfart added her on friendster.
so i immediately checked mine.
he added me too.
sad part no 1 : He has a potential girlfriend or he has a girlfriend.
sad part no 2 : His english ah... for someone so cute ah... spoil ah. heh.
Super happy part of today.
My dad bought me, sheens and aunty, kittens
so dat means, we have one each.
so dat means, i have my own freakin kitten.
nufking cute shiet.
aunty isnt in town so her kitten dunt got a name yet.
sheens kittens name binxy.
and mine, after some contemplation... from boo to mary jane aka MJ
i think my kitten which happens to be tha smallest one
is gonna be named Lilo. Heh.
Maybe cupcake? anybody wit any ideas,
feel free to lemme noe.
asap ah.
i dunt want a nameless kitten.
but she is sooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE!!!
heh heh.
okek..
kinda sad.
but super happy.
so bye all.
u can always come over and see tha lil kittens. heh.
dah la bye ah,
ps : Lilo is sleepin on my lap ryte now curled up into a tiny small ball. how not to geram?
heh. <3
pps : i wanna thank my dad for tha kittens. i feel so loved..
okek. bye.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |12:07 AM| 1 Butterflies
Sunday, September 25, 2005
goodbye my lover...
i wanted to put down tha lyrics to tha song here
and den nufail pointed out to me dat aaron had it on his blog.
haha.
so guess not.
its on repeat on my ipod ryte now.
haha.
my holidays are alomost over.
was mostly at home.
went for safti thing.
was crap cuz i had to do wash up.
its like a freakin permanent thing for me lah.
haha.
but lunch was good.
and it was fun when we went back to skool.
washing up.
haha.
taking a cab back and all.
prata and chicken wing. wth.
chillipadi. good lord.
gettin wasted was shit to tha core.
it would have been if i didnt,
so many things would have gone differently
haha
but yeah
lesson learnt.
met up wit maria and syaf.
even for a while,
was good.
hopefully next week happens.
we need some girl time b4 puasa starts.
we all say we wanna buka together
but it never really happens now does it.
oh wells
maybe this year we can try ey.
okek. i update already.
skool on monday.
jem! cooking partner.
weeeee~
hahaha
retardism. u better come to skool!
bye all.
ps nufail. u better fecth me. heh heh heh.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |1:49 AM| 1 Butterflies
Thursday, September 15, 2005
melts
my my my.
its been a week or more.
haha.
that butterfly feelin.
hmmmm.
wat does dat mean?
i think im juz bein stupid.
or maybe i should climb out of my shell
and do somethin dat makes me happy.
or possibly look damn stupid.
haha.
but how?
seriously, my confidence,
is in need of a hugeeee boost.
like it always has been. heh.
im like bein freaky.
maybe i juz gotta open ma mouth,
but i kinda did ryte sya?
wat a lame ass moron.
i noe im juz gonna end up disappointed again.
looks like im back in my shell.
bye all.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |1:46 AM| 1 Butterflies
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Hands On Deck.Waking Ashland.
All hands on deck
Don't abandon the ship
You'll never know what it could have been
All hands on deck my ship is sinking
Don't let me go, don't let me drown
A step to the right to your own rhythm
And what comes next is up to you
I need a miracle to save me from this
And I need the angels to all pray for me
I can't believe you
All hands on deck
Don't abandon the ship
You'll never know what it could have been
All hands on deck my ship is sinking
Don't let me go, don't let me drown
Another day, another worry breaks right through
And indecision bleeds me dry
She's painting pictures
I'm not making for her
And she's got a vision without me in mind
I can't believe it
The long walks on Moonlight Beach
The promises you could not keep
They're so contagious, you're so contagious
For all the world we did not see
And all the smiles you gave to me
They're so contagious, so very fake...
All hands on deck
Don't abandon the ship
You'll never know what it could have been
All hands on deck my ship is sinking
Don't let me go, don't let me drown
And goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you
And goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you
thanks jem. =)
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |4:55 PM| 0 Butterflies
Monday, September 12, 2005
tears and laughter
saturday was full of joy and sadness,
gone back to italy.
tears overflowed constantly.
december i shall await for ur return
i cant wait.
be safe.
its sad u wont understand.
look at urself before makin comments.
i look at myself and i wonder
wat have i done wrong?
why is it no matter wat i do
nobody will realise
i shall not try to help anymore
digging tha grave
only he who dug it can dig himself out.
will i ever see u again?
i wish u could see wat i see
when i look at u
more beautiful den u noe.
potential gone.
wasted away.
i didnt mean to make u wait.
emotional wreckage.
laughing.
crying.
unable to grasp my emotions,
swirling around
self doubt.
im sorry beyond words.
i will never be like that.
tha anger towads myself inexplicable.
i never meant to be that way.
trying to understand
but never being able to
i wish i could
but all i am is worthless to you.
words spoken
never thought it could happen.
english and not wat i thought.
did i judge too soon
or not soon enough?
tha answer to tha question i may not know.
maybe one day
maybe not now
maybe tomorrow?
butterflies in my tummy
i shall await
tha answer may not be wat im searching
but knowledge i shall gain.
wat will it take?
a knock on tha head
gone are tha days that evrything seemed simple.
maybe its tha fact i think too much.
how do i un-blur ur vision.
how can i give u clarity,
when u can see it
but do nuthin about it.
evrything's within u
motivationn and will power
i shall overcome all obstacles.
alone or
with those i love by my side.
im tired.
of evrythin.
leave me be.
than maybe evrythin will be better.
attachment be gone.
not worth it.
tha pain of losing someone.
even if its just movin somewhere else.
why do we love.
human nature.
funny thing it is.
holding on when we should move on
and letting go when we should hold on,
when do u noe?
u bring evrythin on by urself.
dig me out of tha shithole i created.
i dunt understand myself, my words or my thoughts sometimes.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |12:17 AM| 0 Butterflies
Thursday, September 08, 2005
tr. crap.
Thank you thank you thank you Mr Baljit.
If u hadnt made me laugh and have faith in me
id be repeating this damn semester.
So thank u so so much.
I owe him a huge ass present.
stupid class politics.
who's really bein truthful?
who knows.
As long as I know those who truly care bout me are there
and that i have my back, im good.
when u think ur alone,
everyone else surrounds u
u get that suppost and love u need,
when u think u have evryone
they're all gone...
when people want to be there for u
you push them away.
So dont blame anyone for ur self pity.
look around you.
you never noticed tha amount of people beliving in you
but u fucked it up
maybe u sholudnt bother.
I put myself in tha stupidest situations.
Careful. Cuz u may have just lost tha one friend that actually truly cared
and never stopped beliving.
Maybe its too late.
I <3>
and aaron. i <33333>
smile boy.
mummy and francy are back.
til saturday.
happy sha la la.
must spend as much time as possible wit them.
i <3>
Thanks Aisyah. =)
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |9:04 PM| 0 Butterflies
yay...
so today i had a sad and a happy happy moment.
aisyah called me. told me shortfart added her on friendster.
so i immediately checked mine.
he added me too.
sad part no 1 : He has a potential girlfriend or he has a girlfriend.
sad part no 2 : His english ah... for someone so cute ah... spoil ah. heh.
Super happy part of today.
My dad bought me, sheens and aunty, kittens
so dat means, we have one each.
so dat means, i have my own freakin kitten.
nufking cute shiet.
aunty isnt in town so her kitten dunt got a name yet.
sheens kittens name binxy.
and mine, after some contemplation... from boo to mary jane aka MJ
i think my kitten which happens to be tha smallest one
is gonna be named Lilo. Heh.
Maybe cupcake? anybody wit any ideas,
feel free to lemme noe.
asap ah.
i dunt want a nameless kitten.
but she is sooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE!!!
heh heh.
okek..
kinda sad.
but super happy.
so bye all.
u can always come over and see tha lil kittens. heh.
dah la bye ah,
ps : Lilo is sleepin on my lap ryte now curled up into a tiny small ball. how not to geram?
heh. <3
pps : i wanna thank my dad for tha kittens. i feel so loved..
okek. bye.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |12:07 AM| 0 Butterflies
yay...
so today i had a sad and a happy happy moment.
aisyah called me. told me shortfart added her on friendster.
so i immediately checked mine.
he added me too.
sad part no 1 : He has a potential girlfriend or he has a girlfriend.
sad part no 2 : His english ah... for someone so cute ah... spoil ah. heh.
Super happy part of today.
My dad bought me, sheens and aunty, kittens
so dat means, we have one each.
so dat means, i have my own freakin kitten.
nufking cute shiet.
aunty isnt in town so her kitten dunt got a name yet.
sheens kittens name binxy.
and mine, after some contemplation... from boo to mary jane aka MJ
i think my kitten which happens to be tha smallest one
is gonna be named Lilo. Heh.
Maybe cupcake? anybody wit any ideas,
feel free to lemme noe.
asap ah.
i dunt want a nameless kitten.
but she is sooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE!!!
heh heh.
okek..
kinda sad.
but super happy.
so bye all.
u can always come over and see tha lil kittens. heh.
dah la bye ah,
ps : Lilo is sleepin on my lap ryte now curled up into a tiny small ball. how not to geram?
heh. <3
pps : i wanna thank my dad for tha kittens. i feel so loved..
okek. bye.
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
goodbye my lover...
i wanted to put down tha lyrics to tha song here
and den nufail pointed out to me dat aaron had it on his blog.
haha.
so guess not.
its on repeat on my ipod ryte now.
haha.
my holidays are alomost over.
was mostly at home.
went for safti thing.
was crap cuz i had to do wash up.
its like a freakin permanent thing for me lah.
haha.
but lunch was good.
and it was fun when we went back to skool.
washing up.
haha.
taking a cab back and all.
prata and chicken wing. wth.
chillipadi. good lord.
gettin wasted was shit to tha core.
it would have been if i didnt,
so many things would have gone differently
haha
but yeah
lesson learnt.
met up wit maria and syaf.
even for a while,
was good.
hopefully next week happens.
we need some girl time b4 puasa starts.
we all say we wanna buka together
but it never really happens now does it.
oh wells
maybe this year we can try ey.
okek. i update already.
skool on monday.
jem! cooking partner.
weeeee~
hahaha
retardism. u better come to skool!
bye all.
ps nufail. u better fecth me. heh heh heh.
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Thursday, September 15, 2005
melts
my my my.
its been a week or more.
haha.
that butterfly feelin.
hmmmm.
wat does dat mean?
i think im juz bein stupid.
or maybe i should climb out of my shell
and do somethin dat makes me happy.
or possibly look damn stupid.
haha.
but how?
seriously, my confidence,
is in need of a hugeeee boost.
like it always has been. heh.
im like bein freaky.
maybe i juz gotta open ma mouth,
but i kinda did ryte sya?
wat a lame ass moron.
i noe im juz gonna end up disappointed again.
looks like im back in my shell.
bye all.
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Hands On Deck.Waking Ashland.
All hands on deck
Don't abandon the ship
You'll never know what it could have been
All hands on deck my ship is sinking
Don't let me go, don't let me drown
A step to the right to your own rhythm
And what comes next is up to you
I need a miracle to save me from this
And I need the angels to all pray for me
I can't believe you
All hands on deck
Don't abandon the ship
You'll never know what it could have been
All hands on deck my ship is sinking
Don't let me go, don't let me drown
Another day, another worry breaks right through
And indecision bleeds me dry
She's painting pictures
I'm not making for her
And she's got a vision without me in mind
I can't believe it
The long walks on Moonlight Beach
The promises you could not keep
They're so contagious, you're so contagious
For all the world we did not see
And all the smiles you gave to me
They're so contagious, so very fake...
All hands on deck
Don't abandon the ship
You'll never know what it could have been
All hands on deck my ship is sinking
Don't let me go, don't let me drown
And goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you
And goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you
thanks jem. =)
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |4:55 PM| 0 Butterflies
Monday, September 12, 2005
tears and laughter
saturday was full of joy and sadness,
gone back to italy.
tears overflowed constantly.
december i shall await for ur return
i cant wait.
be safe.
its sad u wont understand.
look at urself before makin comments.
i look at myself and i wonder
wat have i done wrong?
why is it no matter wat i do
nobody will realise
i shall not try to help anymore
digging tha grave
only he who dug it can dig himself out.
will i ever see u again?
i wish u could see wat i see
when i look at u
more beautiful den u noe.
potential gone.
wasted away.
i didnt mean to make u wait.
emotional wreckage.
laughing.
crying.
unable to grasp my emotions,
swirling around
self doubt.
im sorry beyond words.
i will never be like that.
tha anger towads myself inexplicable.
i never meant to be that way.
trying to understand
but never being able to
i wish i could
but all i am is worthless to you.
words spoken
never thought it could happen.
english and not wat i thought.
did i judge too soon
or not soon enough?
tha answer to tha question i may not know.
maybe one day
maybe not now
maybe tomorrow?
butterflies in my tummy
i shall await
tha answer may not be wat im searching
but knowledge i shall gain.
wat will it take?
a knock on tha head
gone are tha days that evrything seemed simple.
maybe its tha fact i think too much.
how do i un-blur ur vision.
how can i give u clarity,
when u can see it
but do nuthin about it.
evrything's within u
motivationn and will power
i shall overcome all obstacles.
alone or
with those i love by my side.
im tired.
of evrythin.
leave me be.
than maybe evrythin will be better.
attachment be gone.
not worth it.
tha pain of losing someone.
even if its just movin somewhere else.
why do we love.
human nature.
funny thing it is.
holding on when we should move on
and letting go when we should hold on,
when do u noe?
u bring evrythin on by urself.
dig me out of tha shithole i created.
i dunt understand myself, my words or my thoughts sometimes.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |12:17 AM| 0 Butterflies
Thursday, September 08, 2005
tr. crap.
Thank you thank you thank you Mr Baljit.
If u hadnt made me laugh and have faith in me
id be repeating this damn semester.
So thank u so so much.
I owe him a huge ass present.
stupid class politics.
who's really bein truthful?
who knows.
As long as I know those who truly care bout me are there
and that i have my back, im good.
when u think ur alone,
everyone else surrounds u
u get that suppost and love u need,
when u think u have evryone
they're all gone...
when people want to be there for u
you push them away.
So dont blame anyone for ur self pity.
look around you.
you never noticed tha amount of people beliving in you
but u fucked it up
maybe u sholudnt bother.
I put myself in tha stupidest situations.
Careful. Cuz u may have just lost tha one friend that actually truly cared
and never stopped beliving.
Maybe its too late.
I <3>
and aaron. i <33333>
smile boy.
mummy and francy are back.
til saturday.
happy sha la la.
must spend as much time as possible wit them.
i <3>
Thanks Aisyah. =)
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |9:04 PM| 0 Butterflies
I am a daydreamer.
I think too much.
I am short.
I am gullible.
I love to laugh.
I am highly amuseable.
I can be quite random.
I am friendly,
yet I am very shy.
I love butterflies.
Go figure.
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Sheena angel
Yana gorgeous
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