Sunday, August 28, 2005
hmmm.... in deep thought...
i think dats wat my problem is. thinking too much.
obviously its been pointed out by many people before.
i over analyze evrything.
and i dunnoe how not to.
haha.
guess i gotta start somewhere.
=p
my dad's coming back on tuesday
and i already noe wat he got me.
haha.
as im typin this, he should be watching a bullfight bout now.
Nufking cool kan.
wish i could have gone Barcelona wit him.
Mummy's coming back wit Francy on tha 4th.
Aunty Titi is getting engaged on tha 4th.
Im nufking excited to see mummy and Francy.
I didnt get to see them tha last time they came back.
I want Nufail to meet Mummy.
Haha. As if nufail my boyfriend sia. Wtf. Heh.
but yunnoe, we've been sayin for so long dat mummy and Nufail should meet.
So finally there will be a chance, hopefully.
Nufail's papers finish on tha 9th.
And mummy's goin back on either tha 10th or 11th...
my exams start on tha 12th. Crap ainnit.
after dat 1 week holidays.
weeeeeeeee~
how pathetic is dat. haha.
i miss sukhpreet. =(
im sleepy
and i still gotta layan some people.
sigh.
talk bout pushover.
much love to all.
<333
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |10:34 PM| 1 Butterflies
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
chicken shit
dats me.
super chicken shit.
even wit aisyah there i couldnt do it.
super chicken shit.
and Rash, ive always had taste. hahah.
Potete allineare non potere sopra una persona ma essere completamente li avete lasciati andare?
just a thought.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |7:50 PM| 0 Butterflies
Monday, August 22, 2005
dares
7 dares and still no name.
Imp does not count okek Nabilah.
im juz chicken shiet.
If u wanted me to ask for one of u, it's be no problem.
but.. im shy. hahah.
Aisyah, y u not there wit me?
and thanks for wat u said sayang.
it really meant a lot. haha.
i also didnt think we could ever be close. haha.
like i told Val. stunted growth is not as bad as mat.
grammar sucked. haha.
25 cocktails on wed. bleah.
but dinner on wed. heheh.
where shall we be goin after?
womad at the heartlands was so much fun on saturday.
plus i got to go home late. haha.
drinking. biting . laughing.
enjoying tha music.
Saturday!
and after. weeeeeee~
lets just hope it all works out yeah?
i reaaaaaally wanna ask.
but somehow i noe im gonna end up disappointed.
maybe wat man said is right,
he's juz better off as a mystery guy.
oh wells.
i lups y'all who lups me. <3
P.S: Im gonna give u another bite aaron. feel tha love people. hahah. and i gotta add, i dunt believe u actually read my blog. feelin tha love. hahah. <3
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |8:47 PM| 0 Butterflies
Thursday, August 18, 2005
regret?
i should be studyin for my beverage and grammar tests ryte now.
uh huh.
im more likely to fall asleep.
i had tha oppturnity to do tha dare.
but i chickened out.
im really too shy, y dunt anyone believe me? dammit.
and now Nab double dared me.
and Val wants to smack me cuz i never do my dares.
i'll smack y'alls forehead tmrw.
watch out.
i need aisyah there wit me ah. haha.
wait til next week. heh.
byeeee. i think i gotta study for beverages tho me bed is screaming me name.
I. is. tired.
i'll just study on me bed. haha.
kill 2 birds wit one stone.
did i say i hate wines?
well i HATE wines.
studyin bout em niwae. haha.
all im thinkin bout now is sauvignon blanc.
im going to decompose.
random lah.
bye.
for real.
haha.
<3>
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |9:23 PM| 0 Butterflies
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
wants
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |7:57 PM| 0 Butterflies
Monday, August 15, 2005
fix you by coldplay
i love this song.
When you try your best,
but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |9:43 PM| 0 Butterflies
Sunday, August 14, 2005
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
i dunt noe shiet.
bout my life,
bout other's lives.
but than again, me caring for people,
has always been taken negatively...
good intentions always taken tha wrong way.
no matter how much good i do,
you will always think negatively.
If you think ive hurt you,
think of tha others you have hurt.
Its not only one or two people.
We're talking lots.
Look at yourself in tha mirror before sayin wat you do,
cuz i can assure you, one day,
you will regret it.
I've made my mistakes.
I cant be a pushover anymore.
Im not gonna be scared to speak my mind no matter how stupid i look,
cuz it is my mind.
things are easier said den done,
but im going to try.
i need a smile to brighten up my days.
It can go a loooooong way...
any takers?
Random blog entry.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |9:14 PM| 0 Butterflies
Monday, August 01, 2005
taken for granted...
I have been such a fool.
Because i just realised,
a friend does not have to do much,
to be a friend.
I thought i was always at the giving end.
But i never realised how much u gave back.
I appreciate that you still stuck by me.
You dont know how much it means.
Having a friend there once in a while
is so much better than not havin one at all.
Just because you're not there,
dosent make you any less of a friend.
I realise that now.
Finally, i feel free.
Finally, i understand.
Life and its lessons.
Just when you think you know,
you dont.
And you make a mistake.
And thats where you learn your a lesson.
As much as i want you there,
and you're not,
Im glad that even though i may not see you all tha time,
I know that you'll be there if i needed you.
I never knew wat kinda friend i had in you,
until recently.
I hope you acheieve your dreams
because i believe in you.
I will be there for you
should you ever feel lonely
and need somebody.
Thank you.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |5:13 PM| 0 Butterflies
hmmm.... in deep thought...
i think dats wat my problem is. thinking too much.
obviously its been pointed out by many people before.
i over analyze evrything.
and i dunnoe how not to.
haha.
guess i gotta start somewhere.
=p
my dad's coming back on tuesday
and i already noe wat he got me.
haha.
as im typin this, he should be watching a bullfight bout now.
Nufking cool kan.
wish i could have gone Barcelona wit him.
Mummy's coming back wit Francy on tha 4th.
Aunty Titi is getting engaged on tha 4th.
Im nufking excited to see mummy and Francy.
I didnt get to see them tha last time they came back.
I want Nufail to meet Mummy.
Haha. As if nufail my boyfriend sia. Wtf. Heh.
but yunnoe, we've been sayin for so long dat mummy and Nufail should meet.
So finally there will be a chance, hopefully.
Nufail's papers finish on tha 9th.
And mummy's goin back on either tha 10th or 11th...
my exams start on tha 12th. Crap ainnit.
after dat 1 week holidays.
weeeeeeeee~
how pathetic is dat. haha.
i miss sukhpreet. =(
im sleepy
and i still gotta layan some people.
sigh.
talk bout pushover.
much love to all.
<333
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |10:34 PM| 1 Butterflies
I miss u too sabby wabby.Its been too long la... juz too damn long! U noe i was thinkin abt it.. and guess wat.. 2moro's teachers day.N its damn saddenin to say this but i.. well we haven seen each otha in A WHOLE DAMN YEAR! Thats damn sad la! Haiz.. its mostly my fault n dun try 2 say otherwise.Ive become a complete "anti-social-forget-abt-impt-frenz" sukhpreet since i came 2 jc. ugh.Hate wat its done to me. :p But no worries we shall catch up soon.. maybe afta my prelims or somethin.. :D Ya post was juz so full of dates i just got lost! But niways dropped by to say i love u! I miss u! N thanks a load abt wat u commented.. made me feel like sum1 actually understand! muazh! u d best!
By 
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
chicken shit
dats me.
super chicken shit.
even wit aisyah there i couldnt do it.
super chicken shit.
and Rash, ive always had taste. hahah.
Potete allineare non potere sopra una persona ma essere completamente li avete lasciati andare?
just a thought.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |7:50 PM| 0 Butterflies
Monday, August 22, 2005
dares
7 dares and still no name.
Imp does not count okek Nabilah.
im juz chicken shiet.
If u wanted me to ask for one of u, it's be no problem.
but.. im shy. hahah.
Aisyah, y u not there wit me?
and thanks for wat u said sayang.
it really meant a lot. haha.
i also didnt think we could ever be close. haha.
like i told Val. stunted growth is not as bad as mat.
grammar sucked. haha.
25 cocktails on wed. bleah.
but dinner on wed. heheh.
where shall we be goin after?
womad at the heartlands was so much fun on saturday.
plus i got to go home late. haha.
drinking. biting . laughing.
enjoying tha music.
Saturday!
and after. weeeeeee~
lets just hope it all works out yeah?
i reaaaaaally wanna ask.
but somehow i noe im gonna end up disappointed.
maybe wat man said is right,
he's juz better off as a mystery guy.
oh wells.
i lups y'all who lups me. <3
P.S: Im gonna give u another bite aaron. feel tha love people. hahah. and i gotta add, i dunt believe u actually read my blog. feelin tha love. hahah. <3
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |8:47 PM| 0 Butterflies
Thursday, August 18, 2005
regret?
i should be studyin for my beverage and grammar tests ryte now.
uh huh.
im more likely to fall asleep.
i had tha oppturnity to do tha dare.
but i chickened out.
im really too shy, y dunt anyone believe me? dammit.
and now Nab double dared me.
and Val wants to smack me cuz i never do my dares.
i'll smack y'alls forehead tmrw.
watch out.
i need aisyah there wit me ah. haha.
wait til next week. heh.
byeeee. i think i gotta study for beverages tho me bed is screaming me name.
I. is. tired.
i'll just study on me bed. haha.
kill 2 birds wit one stone.
did i say i hate wines?
well i HATE wines.
studyin bout em niwae. haha.
all im thinkin bout now is sauvignon blanc.
im going to decompose.
random lah.
bye.
for real.
haha.
<3>
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |9:23 PM| 0 Butterflies
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
wants
number 1 : Money most definately.
number 2: Things to be normal. But i noe dat will never happen. U go onwards. As for me... Stuck in reverse...
number 3: To be able to understand wines. How am i gonna pass my beverages test godammit? i need HELP!!!
number 4: More Money. heh.
number 5: To be able to go out more often, without havin too ealry a curfew.
number 6: spend more time wit nufail. i dunt see her as often anymore, wit skool bein so far away. Bleah.
number 7: To do tha dare i told Val and Aisyah and Nat i would do, but gotta wait ah. Im not gonna do it wit tons of people around.
number 8 : I wanna do tha dare. But there is no damn oppturnity dammit.
number 9: Things to be normal. Im repeating myself.
Okek. So i noe wat i really want. Am i such a horrible disgusting person i cant have it. I think its cuz i never thought i would go this low and i have. Ive gone against wat i believed in. im just a very horrible person. I could have not done wat i did, i knew it was wrong but i continued, it was my choice and i chose to take it. that was my mistake. ruined so many relationships in tha process. i never wanna be this person again. i will try my hardest. cuz i hate seeing tha dissappointment in tha eyes of those i care most about. ah. fuck this shiet. things change. i gotta learn to live wit it. im tired. i wanna sleep. im just angry some people could hate me cuz of one stupid thing. here i am always forgiving. and there they are holding grudges. im sorry for having faith. im sorry for believing. after doing this to me over and over again. when will i nufking learn? am i dumb for beliving, hopin and havin faith? its only words. hypocritical liar. i get tha feeling this will be my worst birthday yet. and Rash. please dunt do anythin stupid. i dunt want things to get worse den they are. Life and its miseries. Thank god for that fart bag. hahah.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |7:57 PM| 0 Butterflies
Monday, August 15, 2005
fix you by coldplay
i love this song.
When you try your best,
but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |9:43 PM| 0 Butterflies
Sunday, August 14, 2005
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
i dunt noe shiet.
bout my life,
bout other's lives.
but than again, me caring for people,
has always been taken negatively...
good intentions always taken tha wrong way.
no matter how much good i do,
you will always think negatively.
If you think ive hurt you,
think of tha others you have hurt.
Its not only one or two people.
We're talking lots.
Look at yourself in tha mirror before sayin wat you do,
cuz i can assure you, one day,
you will regret it.
I've made my mistakes.
I cant be a pushover anymore.
Im not gonna be scared to speak my mind no matter how stupid i look,
cuz it is my mind.
things are easier said den done,
but im going to try.
i need a smile to brighten up my days.
It can go a loooooong way...
any takers?
Random blog entry.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |9:14 PM| 0 Butterflies
Monday, August 01, 2005
taken for granted...
I have been such a fool.
Because i just realised,
a friend does not have to do much,
to be a friend.
I thought i was always at the giving end.
But i never realised how much u gave back.
I appreciate that you still stuck by me.
You dont know how much it means.
Having a friend there once in a while
is so much better than not havin one at all.
Just because you're not there,
dosent make you any less of a friend.
I realise that now.
Finally, i feel free.
Finally, i understand.
Life and its lessons.
Just when you think you know,
you dont.
And you make a mistake.
And thats where you learn your a lesson.
As much as i want you there,
and you're not,
Im glad that even though i may not see you all tha time,
I know that you'll be there if i needed you.
I never knew wat kinda friend i had in you,
until recently.
I hope you acheieve your dreams
because i believe in you.
I will be there for you
should you ever feel lonely
and need somebody.
Thank you.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |5:13 PM| 0 Butterflies
I am a daydreamer.
I think too much.
I am short.
I am gullible.
I love to laugh.
I am highly amuseable.
I can be quite random.
I am friendly,
yet I am very shy.
I love butterflies.
Go figure.
<3 to all I know and love.
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Nufail love
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Yana gorgeous
Aaron shanks
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Fangster
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Premmie!!
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Sheena angel
Yana gorgeous
Aaron shanks
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Mabel maple
Fangster
Sudip big bro
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Shikin Chicken
Premmie!!
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Nabilah IntanPayung
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