skool is super tiring. i juz wanna go home and sleeeeeep. til skool starts again tha next day.. i am sucha pig. haha. everybody's gettin hurt. literally. sheens slammed tha car door on her thumb. haha. i followed her to tha doctor. grueseome details follows. haha. Herman walked into a van door today. got 2 deep cuts on his face. poor boy. haha. y u people so clumsy? i also very clumsy. moral of story : look where you're heading. was so so good to see nufail yesterday. after like so long. thank ja'rir for tha hot cocoa yesterday. heh. so sedap. was so good to talk. and cry. haha. i finally know wat i am. A Substitute. Could not have been made any clearer. Thank you so very much. Why do i bother? *dies*
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |5:41 PM|0 Butterflies
lets see.. skool has been super fun so far. til today. tha horns have emerged. bleah. my classes are damn fun. and yes i gots ma classmates to thank. mr baljit and mr lowe are damn cool. tha rest can be quite draggy. col. sanders is like scary. haha. i dunt wanna go to his TR. 3 months. =( Aisyah, Natalia, Val,Andy, Bert, Adam, Vernon, Herman and Jeremy. u guys always make class more fun. haha. and some others too. dunnoe why some of them so unhappy wit us. like wtf. especially tha ones i didnt expect. some people who call themselves my friends are damn fucked up lah. dont say something for tha sake of making fun of people. its juz damn fucked up. i wish i could make u feel the pinch. i juz wanna scream in ur damn face. but i shall stay calm. i will be patient as always. one wrong move or if i ever hear anything else from anyone maybe we shouldnt be friends anymore. maybe i shouldnt even consider u a friend now. but like i said. patience. tha anger is juz eating me up. thank god for skool. tmre got catering science. bleah. and i hafta go find out bout wine. den got wine project. bleah. mr chan mr chan. i had so much fun last night tho. sittin, chillin, drinkin. juz havin a good time. hahah. tmrw is another day. la la la. we'll see how it goes. lookin forward to seein someone. heh heh heh. =p
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |7:40 PM|0 Butterflies
Skool starts tmrw. New chapter and all. This should be interesting. I know what I am going to gain going to Shatec. But I know im gonna lose a lot too.
Orientation on thursday was cool. Met old friends. And new people.
Tha people you expect to pick you up when you're down, are sometimes tha ones that kick you lower. And those you expect to kick you lower, are tha ones that pick you up. Funny the way life is. The more you expect something, the more you wont get it. The more you don't expect anything, there it is in your face.
You never know what you're gonna get from life. Whats the plan in store for you. Why you had to go through something painful to gain happiness you deserve.
I gots tonsilitis. however you spell it. i hate swallowing. bye loves.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |11:42 PM|0 Butterflies
I am a daydreamer.
I think too much.
I am short.
I am gullible.
I love to laugh.
I am highly amuseable.
I can be quite random.
I am friendly,
yet I am very shy.
I love butterflies.
Go figure.
<3 to all I know and love.