Wednesday, June 15, 2005
kuantan la di da di da...
im goin to kuantan.
oh joy *rolls eyes*
im going to miss lost, oc and one tree hill.
dammit.
thanks to all who made yana's birthday so special yesterday.
wish we had a camera.
capture tha moment.
tha look of shock on her face. heh.
was good to see all.
Yon and Noreis get well soon!!
Dope, we go cycling soon okek. hahah.
Shaikh, we gave her 2 suprises. heh.
Maisarah, was very very good to see u and talk to u again
after sooooooo long. hope u like tha bracelet. =)
Adam... i bet ur super excited right now. Enjoy.
Nufail. would not have been tha same w/o u.
Kak sheen for buyin everythin.
Han, for bein tha loveable pest we had to occasionally hide from.
y'all noe wat im talkin bout. heh.
Yana, u 17 now. dunt PMS so much.
I love you bitch. <3
I love Damien Rice. hahah. his album is amazing.
tha sounds he incoprates into his songs.
his voice is just... amazing.
Just by listening, you can feel tha emotion.
you know wat he's feelin..
its all in his voice.
Tha anger, hurt, love, disgust...
And yes Gecko, im gonna listen to Jason Mraz.
And we better return tha cd's to you.
before u leave. *sob sob*
we wont be around to send you off.
=(
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |4:00 PM|
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
lost
i think i just lost somethings dat mean tha most to me.
as usual, its juz me.
u gain some u lose some.
but some things u pray so hard to never lose.
but, dats tha way life is.
everything fucks up sooner or later.
so goodbye.
talkin bout lost, tha show lost is comin out on channel 5..
heard from prem and yasz dat its damn good.
so it gotta be, ferstly cuz its prem...
and secondly, ian somerhalder is acting innit. ha.ha.
like i said, gotta find a way to unfuck maself.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |12:41 AM|
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Friday, June 03, 2005
la di da
life has its ups and downs.
for a week u can feel like everything is perfect.
life is so great.
den tha next, it just comes crumbling down suddenly.
when life gets too predictable
when it feels like a never ending cycle
i want to claw my way out of that black hole
find myself at a happy place again.
where i can smile and laugh and be myself.
but sometimes even when everythin is goin great
you still feel hollow and empty inside.
like something's missing.
but wat more could you ask for?
why does it feel so empy?
you're happy
but not really
something at tha back of our head
is juz nagging at you
smthin's not ryte
maybe its juz life's way to telling you not to be so contented
and just leave things be
cuz there is still so much more you can do and achieve..
wat does it take to be truly happy?
how much pain and hardship do you have to go thru?
i guess by goin thru all tha pain and hurt
helps us truly savour and cherish our happiness
however short or long it may be...
dats why i should be grateful when i have it
bask in it
cuz i never know how long it will last.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |1:45 AM|
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Hi SAB! its been long since i've last saw and talk to u. I MISSED YOUUU SO MUCH!! missed the times sitting beside ya in class and yak non-stop. haha. those were the days. hmmms. i totally agree this post of urs. that is LIFE. anyway take care yah, babe! stay bubbly & lawahh(is that how i spell it? ahha.)!! =D *hugs.