Saturday, April 23, 2005
YAY!!! *pukes*

well well well...

ive had fun tha past few weeks.. juz me and my family and nufail. sentosa on monday was madness. stupid rain. hahhaa. fluffy underwear and ear in your water. and laughing at so much random shiet. den tha movie and dinner yesterday. hahha. like date sia. wahhahah. always noe ur always welcome to ur second family.

swimming today was fun. aaron is ma pet fish that goes meow. we must go again. den nufail should come. she can be ma pet kitten that makes fish noises. however fish makes noises. hahhaha. kak sheen and me had fun for sure. haha.

and some people make me sick. seriously. randomness.


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Sunday, April 17, 2005
Sulaiman... Happy 18th~ smucks..

Dearest Sulaiman,
My darling boy... I havent seen you in ages, and i miss you so much. So much i gotta say to you. Im wishing you ALL tha best. We're gonna be at shatec together, so u can count on me to be a loveable pain in ur arse. =P
We have been thru tha best and tha werst times together. break ups. break downs. singing in class. laughing at anything and everything. locking me in tha electrical riser. Your brother. Your birthday last year.My amazing birthday wit u and faisal. I know i can always count on you to make me smile. We may not always see each other as often as we used to. But knowing you are there, that you always have been, always are and hopefully will continue to be there for me always pushes me forward. You have taught me a lot and I know for a fact that i could never have gone thru my secndary skool life without you. Looks like we're stuck together for another 3 years ey? There's nobody else I would like to be stuck with more than you. And when u get ur license, i noe i can call u when i wake up late and u can drive me to skool.. hahha... Ur friendship has given me a lot of strength and emotional support over tha last 5 years. Can u believe it? 5 years. My god. Who would have thought, that geeky guy i met in sec 1, tha one i sang code red songs with in class wit kok keong, showing me tha moves would still be my friend thru out these years. okay lah maybe u didnt have much of a choice since we've been in tha same class except in sec 2.. but yeah all those other years... All those years of people thinkin we're a couple, or that we're siblings (stupid people,damn funny sia). You're a strong person whom i really respect and admire. And i love you to bits cuz u understand me and love me for who i am. That same tomboy-ish girl in sec 1 wit tha big baby G watch and tha bigger ripcurl bag. You never judge me (except on one thing and i so totally disagree wit u but i cant say wat it is here because its private. haha, so u can juz ask me if u wanna noe) and u accept me for who i am, wit my irritatingness and peskiness, u still stood by me and remained my best bud. God could not have sent a better friend. Well, there is someone else in ur league when it somes to best friends but both of you are special people and you both bring happiness to my life. But yeah, i love you no less.
So, in short even tho i have so much more to say, I Love ya sweetie. For everythin u have done for me. I know i havent been sucha good friend, but i want you to know i am always here for u, come ran or shine, snow or tsunami? hahah... im here. always will be. And i'll keep smiling for you. always. =)
Love you sweetheart. Happy 18th birthday.
p.s: wat is ur fav colour uh? hahahha...
from your angel. *smiles*


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Saturday, April 16, 2005
a simple reason why...

i was surfing tha taufik webbie... and there's a page wher they ask why are u sucha big fan of taufik?

i am a fan as well as a friend.. and here's a simple reason wh i love him so...

He saw something in me. =)
When my friends (jokingly, i hope) said i looked like a rat, He was tha only person to ever disagree. He was adamant i didnt look like one. And i was touched, for someone i had only met tha day before, he said smthin to me that touched me deeply. And it will always stick wit me. He deserves all that he's gettin now. But i do miss Fique. Love that boy to bits. All tha best for his showcase on tuesday.. if he can get me some tickets maybe i can go yeah... =)

muc love y'all~


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Sunday, April 10, 2005
goodbye...

i think i just closed a chapter in my life. =(
it no longer exists. =( =( =(


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questions and answers...

well... i was thinking....

You know how they say some questions are never meant to be answered? here's wat i was thinking, it may not make sense to all of you out there, but its just me..

You have a question.. but you never ask it. You think about it and you have a million more questions... And, when you have an answer to that question, another million questions will arise from that answer. So sometimes, no matter wat tha answer is, you will continue having questions. Human nature being curious. You learn more when you ask questions and get answers. Human nature, the thirst of knowledge.

Sometimes, when you ask the question, don't expect tha answer, because you should already know. As much as there may be doubts, you should know. Because if you have faith, and you have hope... you will get tha answer to your question. And you will be satisfied with that. And you wont ask anymore questions.

Than comes another thought... Once you are content and satisfied, you dont question things anymore.You become lazy. You have so much trust and hope and faith, that you dont work at it. You take it for granted, and that is when you may just lose it.

I know this wont make much sense to many people. I dont even know if it makes sense to me.But its just a thought.


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Saturday, April 09, 2005
musiccc, sweet music~

i promise not to take music for granted anymore, not having ma own for tha past week has been awful.. and now dat i have it back... i am so thankful.. especially since al it needed was a rest and not repair work. hah.

i miss many people.

I miss....
Mummy and Francy.
Sulaiman.
Sukhpreet.
Sudip.
Aaron.
Audrey.
Fera.
Nufail.
Yana.
Yon.
Noreis.
Faisal.

tha list goes on........

and me and nufail watched wedding date. ouh i so agree wit fera. dat i forgot his name guy is super hot.. dermot smthin ryte? hahahha... murloney? issit? oh wells. yeah tha toilet scene was hysterical. ha ha. and its juz a typical romantic sappy comedy. Girls would so love tha show. typical girly movie. now me and best friend want to watch a lot like love. ouhhh ashton kutcher. hahah.

i cant sleep so im blogging all this crap. im in tha mood for sappy romantic comedies that tug ur hearstrings and make go awwwww and wish u had a boyfriend. well.... dats y i have a best friend. and a sister. hahahah. they're good to watch movies wit yes?
i promise to call u next time kak sheen. u noe i loooooooooooove you~


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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
=p

well well well...

58 more days *SCREAMS*

i cant wait. i finally have somethin to look forward to. put all tha bullshiet ive been goin thru tha past year and a half behind me.

58 more days.
1392 more hours. approximately.

i shall be home. finally. and how do i feel about it?
answer, truthfully? CORYBANTIC BAYYYYBEHHHHH~

tha dhl boxes arrived. and i have no bloody space to put them. haha. its all good. it shall soon be packed. and ready. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

so who's helping me move back in and paint ma room? Any takers? =p


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Sunday, April 03, 2005
jobs anyone?

I need a job. Bad. Very Very Bad. I want to have money. I want to be able to buy smthin on impulse. I want to go shopping. I want so many things. I want to be able to support maself when i go out and not ask ma mom for money. I want to be able to top up ma own ezlink card. i don't want to sit at home and do nothing. I dont want to go out with no money. I neeeeeeeed moolah.

A few people have mistaken me for a boy already. geez. Go figure how short ma hair is. Maybe i should carry a sign. Im a GIRL. I have breasts. *gasp* Now everythime i go out i feel so bloody self conscious. When people look at me i wonder if they're thinking is this a boy or a girl? or this girl looks like a boy, if she didnt have boobs... deressing depressing thoughts. Fuck it lah. It'll grow. til than who cares. Ive been mistaken for a boy many many times before. Its all good. yeah sabreena, keep tellin yourself that.

I NEED a bloody JOB! can someone PLEASE HELP ME????????? good lord.

I miss yon and noreis. and aaron. and audrey. oh wells.


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Friday, April 01, 2005
give me my hair back to meeeee~

i fucked up ma hair. never try bein adventurous. hahaha. ma mom says i look like a lost girl... now i gotta cut it again. and its gonna be super fucking short. i jusz hope it grows. haiz. FAST~ now i dunt feel like goin out cuz ma hair is so fucked. i juz wanted a trim and tha hairdresser asked me to try smthin funky so i was like.. ouhkay, i dunt mind lah.. too funky for ma taste. and ma mom's also. me and ma bright brght ideas. can somebody PUHLEASE turn back time and give me ma hair back? i'll cut it properly this time. now i kow never ever ever listen to a hairdresser when he starts explainin to you some weird outta tha world hairstyle. stick to wat YOU want. *roar* stupid ideas.

hi nufailllllllllllll *waves* and she's ryte beside me now. merepek uh sabreena. ha ha.

and it was soooooooooooooooooo nice to see nicole yesterday, wit chris. hahaha hope he has a safe trip. and nicooooooooooole. so cute lah she.
ha ha.

Happy April Fools Day. Hope ypu all dunt get punked. ha ha.


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