Sunday, March 27, 2005
Happy birthday Sheena~
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY KAK SHEEN!!!
I love you. I hope you enjoyed your suprise bash. Things may not be best now. Bein happy is a cycle. Everythin comes to an end. Good or bad, just hold on. I always know things can't always be too bad, because I have a sister as amazing as you. No matter wat, you've been with me thick and thin. My best friend as well as my sister. As much as we feel like strangling each other half tha time, you noe its all love. I know i will always have your support no matter wat i do. You're my pillar. You give me strength when i think i have no more to give. An angel I have been blessed with. I love you always. Im tryin not to get all emo here but yeah. Happy birthday you moron. heh. <333333333333333333333333
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |5:27 PM| 0 Butterflies
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
The weight of my words
The weight of my words
Kings Of Convinience
There are many things
I would like to say to you
but i've lost my way
and i've lost my words
There are very many places
I would like to go
but I can't find the key
to open my door.
The weight of words-
you can't feel it anymore
There are many ways
I would like to break the spell
you've cast upon me
Because all the time
i sacrifeiced myself
to make you want me,
has made you haunt me
Little Kids
Kings Of Convnience
Little kids playin in the park downtown
Someone's dad is watching
from the side of the playground
I'm following my shadow so i cross the street
Car passing stereo I like the beat
open up the door,
turning on the fan.
Dropping down the keys that i held in my hand
and than start waiting for her steps
to be heard in the staircase,
enter the room and let down her bag.
Asking me all kinds of trivial questions,
pretending an everyday life we dont't have.
Little kids playin in the park downtown.
Soon they'll all be gone as the sun goes down.
And, rises over Brooklyn Bridge tomorrow,
hours later i will follow,
wake up to a life that's hollow, without love.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |1:10 AM| 0 Butterflies
feelings
i dont want to. i dont want to. i dont want to.
u noe how sometimes u wosh u didnt have a heart, or feelings. woundt life be so much more simple and robbotic, i noe, but still.... i cant take feeling anymore. because i always feel so hurt, sad, depressed.fuck lal this emo momo shiet balls.
MAI!!! was soo good to see u again after so long. bodoh. good thing we had that talk. at least we cleared tha air.
NUFAIL!!!!!!! my gsh woman. i miss u so fuckhin much balls. when u left, i felt o empty. fer real. u can do it for ur exams. I believe in you. Totally. No Doubt.
Thanks for tha flowers snshine. :) u always make ma day.
was good to see kassie and darryl again. hahah. like havent see them in so long.
Mark, no worries, u can get into sports and wellness. Can. must believe. I still want to see tha donkey face again. heh heh.
~ and i dont want the world to see me, cuz i don think that they'd understand. when everythin seems to be broken, i just want you to noe who i am~
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |1:00 AM| 0 Butterflies
Saturday, March 12, 2005
once again
hello micah. gosh it feels good.
workin so im busy now. it'll be over by next week tho. *phew*.
dont ask bout ma results, im off to shatec. go figure how bad i did. thank god i have such an amazing family.
to a boy i miss so much,
i realised ma earlier entry might have hurt you. and i sincerely do apologize. i wish i could see you and tell u this in person. i noe this dunt make a difference. i wanna explain to you. if you would give me that chance. just when i thought things were fine, they always have to fuck up. i feel like i can never really be happy sometimes.you will always be my pot of gold.
the children i have been working with have brought so much joy to my life.
especially those special kids. these children made me realise how wonderful it is to be young again. juz gettin a yellow plastic folder makes them so happy. the imaginative things they come up with to play with tha folders. tha random moments that make u realise wat life is about. how special it is.
I dont wanna be hurt anymore. Distance. I may keep wondering. But i hafta push myself to not be a moron so that i wont get hurt again. Once is bad enough.
To those i love so damn dearly. thank you.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |3:03 AM| 0 Butterflies
Happy birthday Sheena~
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY KAK SHEEN!!!
I love you. I hope you enjoyed your suprise bash. Things may not be best now. Bein happy is a cycle. Everythin comes to an end. Good or bad, just hold on. I always know things can't always be too bad, because I have a sister as amazing as you. No matter wat, you've been with me thick and thin. My best friend as well as my sister. As much as we feel like strangling each other half tha time, you noe its all love. I know i will always have your support no matter wat i do. You're my pillar. You give me strength when i think i have no more to give. An angel I have been blessed with. I love you always. Im tryin not to get all emo here but yeah. Happy birthday you moron. heh. <333333333333333333333333
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |5:27 PM| 0 Butterflies
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
The weight of my words
The weight of my words
Kings Of Convinience
There are many things
I would like to say to you
but i've lost my way
and i've lost my words
There are very many places
I would like to go
but I can't find the key
to open my door.
The weight of words-
you can't feel it anymore
There are many ways
I would like to break the spell
you've cast upon me
Because all the time
i sacrifeiced myself
to make you want me,
has made you haunt me
Little Kids
Kings Of Convnience
Little kids playin in the park downtown
Someone's dad is watching
from the side of the playground
I'm following my shadow so i cross the street
Car passing stereo I like the beat
open up the door,
turning on the fan.
Dropping down the keys that i held in my hand
and than start waiting for her steps
to be heard in the staircase,
enter the room and let down her bag.
Asking me all kinds of trivial questions,
pretending an everyday life we dont't have.
Little kids playin in the park downtown.
Soon they'll all be gone as the sun goes down.
And, rises over Brooklyn Bridge tomorrow,
hours later i will follow,
wake up to a life that's hollow, without love.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |1:10 AM| 0 Butterflies
feelings
i dont want to. i dont want to. i dont want to.
u noe how sometimes u wosh u didnt have a heart, or feelings. woundt life be so much more simple and robbotic, i noe, but still.... i cant take feeling anymore. because i always feel so hurt, sad, depressed.fuck lal this emo momo shiet balls.
MAI!!! was soo good to see u again after so long. bodoh. good thing we had that talk. at least we cleared tha air.
NUFAIL!!!!!!! my gsh woman. i miss u so fuckhin much balls. when u left, i felt o empty. fer real. u can do it for ur exams. I believe in you. Totally. No Doubt.
Thanks for tha flowers snshine. :) u always make ma day.
was good to see kassie and darryl again. hahah. like havent see them in so long.
Mark, no worries, u can get into sports and wellness. Can. must believe. I still want to see tha donkey face again. heh heh.
~ and i dont want the world to see me, cuz i don think that they'd understand. when everythin seems to be broken, i just want you to noe who i am~
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |1:00 AM| 0 Butterflies
Saturday, March 12, 2005
once again
hello micah. gosh it feels good.
workin so im busy now. it'll be over by next week tho. *phew*.
dont ask bout ma results, im off to shatec. go figure how bad i did. thank god i have such an amazing family.
to a boy i miss so much,
i realised ma earlier entry might have hurt you. and i sincerely do apologize. i wish i could see you and tell u this in person. i noe this dunt make a difference. i wanna explain to you. if you would give me that chance. just when i thought things were fine, they always have to fuck up. i feel like i can never really be happy sometimes.you will always be my pot of gold.
the children i have been working with have brought so much joy to my life.
especially those special kids. these children made me realise how wonderful it is to be young again. juz gettin a yellow plastic folder makes them so happy. the imaginative things they come up with to play with tha folders. tha random moments that make u realise wat life is about. how special it is.
I dont wanna be hurt anymore. Distance. I may keep wondering. But i hafta push myself to not be a moron so that i wont get hurt again. Once is bad enough.
To those i love so damn dearly. thank you.
infinity spirals out of creation fluttered @ |3:03 AM| 0 Butterflies
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I think too much.
I am short.
I am gullible.
I love to laugh.
I am highly amuseable.
I can be quite random.
I am friendly,
yet I am very shy.
I love butterflies.
Go figure.
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Yana gorgeous
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Adam grec
Sufyan grumps
Mabel maple
Fangster
Sudip big bro
Aisyah Laughingas
Shikin Chicken
Premmie!!
Sukhi
Nabilah IntanPayung
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