Monday, November 29, 2004
doggie!
this post is dedicated to that lil doggie.
kl was fun, kinda. hahhaha... i was sayin stupid stuff like wilayah celcom became wilayah CHEL-com... wat an idiot.. and a drizzle in a malay is hujan tak lebat, which is technically true wat~ and u idiots stop calling me snow white can? grrrrr~ hahaha... me and yana and sheen like hafta sleep on tha sa,e bed togetha mangz.. hahah... like yesterday when we slept at a'famosa, ma dad rented tha bunglow for tha nyte, we had a room to ourselves and i took tha single bed and tha 2 morons(which i so dearly l0ve) took tha queen sized bed. me and yana coundt sleep. sheena was on tha phone. den in tha end they asked me if i wanted ti squash in wit them. they read ma mind. hahhaha... and im sooooooooo proud of sheehan, he's finally not scared of tha water anymore. he could jump in, do somersaults! way to go boy! u'll get tha hang of swimming soon! heheheh.... so proud of him.. he even let ma dad throw him in tha water even tho, 10 mins b4 he was screaming and crying when ma dad wanted to throw him in. heheheh. way to go kiddo~
this is dedicated to tha doggie cuz.. here goes tha story...
ma cousin nabilah in kl (19) can drive so she offered to bring us 3 idiots to but a nightie fer sheema since she left hers behind in spore.. so we juz left her house and were driving ona straight road. there was another road on tha left, but we coundt really see anythin cuz there were really thick bushes and stuff. so ther we were driving and outta tha blue, this white dog comes running from that road. and yes, think, we were driving+ dog comes running outta nowher, we ran over tha poor mutt. dat was freaky. i was like, wtf. nabilah stops tha car and a whole indian community gathers. tha dog takes a few more gasps of air before returning to god. its owner pulled it aside, (tha dog died on tha road in front of its house) and all 3 of em leave to see wat tha situation was like, i had to stay in tha car(guard tha car?) i didnt have tha heart to go ther to face tha owner, from wat sheena and nabilah told me, tha owner was wailing... i feel her pain. so dear doggie up in heaven, im sorry. but why tha hell asked u to run out without lookin left and right and left again? damn! haiz~ dogge, doggie.... peace. i hope u have a good after-life.
niwae, im off to sleep now. im soooooooooo sleep depreived, ahha. have always been lah. but.. yeah. laters all...
ps: maisarah... halooooooooooooooooooo. wher in tha world are ya mangz? and nufailllllll. i miss ya tooooooo~ and mannnn... miss ya :) heheheh~
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Thursday, November 25, 2004
goodbyeeee spore...
im goin away... goodbye singapore... til we meet again. wtf. dramatic.ha ha ha. i'll be back on sunday.. :(
i hope we dunt come home late... i neeeeeeeeeed to see tha new paper.... ma dad is gonna kill me when he sees is. ah fark it. hah. i juz hope it wont come out cacat lah uh.
i accidentaly stumbled onto a blog. this gurl who is FREAKY!!! and i mean FREAKY!!! she's soooooooo in love wit taufik. nuthin wrong. maybe u guys should check out her blog and lemme noe watcha think. its really funny and sweet also, but freaky. hahah... okek, u peeps check it out and lemme noe eah?
www.sexpistol-ana.blogspot.com
oh yeah, she named it sex pistol cuz tshe saw taufil usin a shir dat says sex pistol. ryte. okay. let her idolise him. its cool. he deserves t mangz. all tha best fique, on wednesday. u can do it. :)
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Saturday, November 20, 2004
happy birthday nufail~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUFAIL LOVE!!!
happy birthday baby~ i hope u had a good day, i think i noe y u were feelin crappy juz now...sorry if i was crappy or watever, im glad u got to settle wat u had to... when yana told me u meetin her i was lik wtf, oh no, did i do smthin wrong? hahah... well baby, ur 17... finally, 17 already.. haha.. you dunnow how much u mean to me, to us, you brighten up our lives, period. i dunnow y u feel left out, ur one of us, fer real. we all love u to death. u and ur kerazee laughter, and ur red face, hip dance ter-cacated, piranha teeth, warmth and kindness. you dunnow how great it feels when i hafta introduce u and i get to say, this is nufail, MT BEST FRIEND! its sucha honour and i can soooo imagine u laguhing now and sayin, merepek sia been~ hahah.. i mean all this from tha bottom of ma heart. from tha tips of ma hair to ma lil tippy toes, i love ya, i dunt no boyfren or any kind of dat shit as long as i got u in meh life.. ur a bright shining star and whether u like it or not, ur shine like no other in ma eyes, no one could be brighter or more beautiful, no one could love me like u do and im ever so grateful dat god has crossed our paths cuz i dunnoe wat i ould do without u.. im glad u came over juz now, im sorry ur 'suprise' didnt come out ryte cuz SOMEONE had to PEE! wahhaha.. fucking funny kan? WAH LAU EH! hahah.. give u birthday cake also, dunt want, must watch spore idol ferst! wahhaha.. i hope u like ur pressies.. and tha cake... i was tellin sheena, when nufail gets this she's gonna be laughing til her face turns red.. wahahhah.. and was i ryte or was i ryte? hahahah, always remember our arms are always open to you love.. we all love u so so very much( but i love u tha most lah) always remember we're here, one call away, a shoulder to cry on, a house wit doors always open... love you always baby....
me loves u always~
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
hrmph?
ma computer is soo fucked up... and ma blog also... cannot see nythin.. ma past entries.. ma tagoboard! *sadness* hahha oh well.. hope alls well soon~
hahah... nufail no worries bout tha accounts session. gurls day out next week okek? *love*
yunnow, i miss so many people. syaf, maria, kham, shaik, even tho i got to see u fer a bit juz now... mai... issa,, haiz~
yunnow, its weird... i've only met issa a few times but he's really a close pal of mine... yeah maybe cuz we chat and sms each otha lah... but boy.. you've been ther fer meh and i really dunnow how to thank you... you're sucha sweetheart, thank god our paths crossed, thanks nufail~ *smiles* you really noe how o cheer me up and u give me great advice... wat would i do without ya? hahah.. brain freeze session comin up next week yeah? and u soooo hafta follow us when we jalan raya okek? must tau~ heeehehhe~ take care of yourself and ur bro tthis weekend... have fun in hong kong.. :)
and i hafta thank syaheed also.. you're like a big brother to meh... u were ther when i was down or up, thank u so so very much! *smiles*
to all those people who have touched ma life in sucha profound way.. thank you. imma say u mean tha world to me and that may sound cliche but its true, i mean it from tha bottom of ma heart. thanks so much.
ouh yeah, i miss aaron too.. man, how long has it been since i last saw u? 2 weeks? i miss u tau~ hahah... yunnow, what athena said is true.. u dunnow how much of an impact u make on people. you made a great impact on many of us.. especially us yamakasi-ians... hope i'll see ya soon... this weekend is out tho... jalan raya wit ma family... man, i really hope i dunt go jb on friday, i wanna spend tha day wit nufail~ watch movie or watever... its like damn sad... oh well... i guess if i cant we hafta make up fer it on anotha day yea? sorry babes~
sulaiman... boy boy... better clear dat head of urs.. i hope yunnoe wat to do... i noe u do and its not gonna be easy but im sure its for tha best kan? watever it is yunnow im herre when u need me. always.
i love y'all many many....
i hope this entry comes out.. hahah... fuck this shit man~
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
help
thank you kakak sheeeeeeeeeeen and yana 'big bird' giringo fer allllllll your help wit meh art, could not have done it without u both... me loves u many many!!
had fun today nufii wit ur louddd cousin and her fren wit tha nice arse... hahah natasha and rebecca... hehehh.. gelare okek?
mai! u bodoh! u finaly called me... finallllllllly, me miss u many many, i havent seen ur new hair! do you KNOW how long it has been~ geez~
i was thinkin kan, next week kan, gurls day out.. u, me and nufii... afta how bloooooooooooody long! we go shopping since we got duit raya!!! wahahha.. yay-ness.. sua? sua? SUAAA???? heeeeeeh~
prem has a blog.... hahha, whoever wants to read it has to have a dictionary beside him... he has such ambiguous werds... dats premm... wahhaha.. hope to see ya soon~ den u can tell me i look beautiful.. no payment needed.. wahhahaha....
love y'all... art and history later... dangz... simpang afta art i hope, gelare afta its all over... dear lord... let it happen! hahaha..
love y'all.. peace out~
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Sunday, November 14, 2004
selamat hari rayeeeeeee~
Selamat Hari Raya to all... Eid Mubarak... Maaf Zahir dan Batin....
if in any way have i ever hurt you, i apologize sincerely, if at any time i made ur life more difficult or complicated, i am sorry but i would not have done so without a reason... thannks for always bein there for me and sharing your life with me, i would not be where i am today without you people.. so thanks...
there was so much i wanted to say, now dat i am at tha keyboard, i got a block... maybe when i get ma moolah i'll be more inspired... hahah more inspired to shop.... so many things i wanna buy... ahhh bet i wont end up buyin i all and i buy stoopid crap..
eyyy.. puasa overrrrrrrrr~ wahahahha... okay... shddup sabreena. simpanggg! oh how i miss you. after next week i am all yours. after next monday. afta 9am on monday, 22nd nov, i can P-A-R-T-Y!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ teh o penggggg~ oh how i miss you... chillin wit yamakasi... miss dat even moreeeeee.... sentosaaaaa herre i be comin.... chalet! must plan!!1 yamakasi! cmonnnnnnnnnn~ im bein draggy and stupid yeah i noe... wahhaha...
to ma dear fren i was talkin wit for quite a while yesterday, yunnow who ur... i dunt think ur gonna be seein this anytime soon but boy am i glad we're frens.. i dunt think anybody listens to me like you do, when i talk to you, its fun, i dunt find it a chore... like, we're equals. i listen as much as i talk and u talk as much as u listen... u come up wit stuff i never thought bout.. u also like to gossip.. wahhaha.. ur tha ony person i actualy talk on tha phone wit for ages nowadays... and next time im not usin ma hp to call u.. ma hp bill is gonna be so high, meh mommy is gonna kill meeehhhh~ hahah.. i enjoyed talkin to you yesterday tho so its okek... u take care.. call me again soon... *smiles*
i miss shaik and sudip and issa and so many people... i miss FIQUE. not TAUFIK, i miss fique, tha good ol' sweetie pie fique.... i miss nadia and eric even tho he in australia.. he's soooooooo nice... i miss yana, as in yana fique's ex gurlfren, i miss dee and aunty aisha... i miss chris brown sugar tho he so mean all tha time, i miss prem and his analytical practical self.............. i miss y'all ya hearrrrr... i miss mark also... hahahha... as if i so close to dem to miss dem uh... i miss chillin wit dem and hearin dem comin up wit tha stupidest, funniset, crappiest, bestest shite lah.... fique~ u owe me a birthday song and pool! and imma make sure imma get it! hahah...
i am so crapping ryte now. dahhh lahhhhhhhhhhhh.... sabreena merepek-ing as usual...
selamat hari raya y'alllllllllllllllllllll much love to y'all.. <3>
we all better jalan raya togetha eyyy~ *smiles*
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Friday, November 12, 2004
still feelin insignificant
still feelin insignificant herre.... watever sabreena... who cares ryte...
missin people does not mean they'll miss you too...
i really enjoyed talkin to prem dat day... he makes a whole lotta sense... sucha smart ass... one thing he said to me dat will always stick to me is that every relationship u go thru dat dunt werk out only furthur defines tha meaning of love to you.. smtin close to dat... maybe one day soon we get to chill again...
noraa and nunu goin shopping tmrw... wish i could go... but raye is tha day afta dat... and monday adam asked us go his place.. but i doubt we can go... dis is soooo saddddddd.. haiz~ who cares... u guys have fun fun fun
nufaillll... its gonna be okek, like wat sheena said, wat dunt kill u only makes u stronger kan? yeah ur parents are gonna be pissed but its never easy and they should be proud of u fer tryin and not givin up and fer gettin dis far... its never easy but you've gone this far and u should be proud of yourself... sorry i left early today... i love you always remember we're all behind u... doin tha silly hip dance of course... hahah....
no point feelin insignificant. no point missing people. be happy wit wat u got. i gt ma family. i got nunu. i got man. i got faisal. people who actually care bout me ryte. yeah, no point wanting more, u only end up disppointed, dats smthin i learned tha hard way.
to all those people who have been ther fer meh, thank you. your kindness i greatly appreciated. i could never have done anythin without u.... much love, there will always be a place for u in ma heart. for all those people who say they care for me... stop sayin stuff u dunt mean. if u dunt care, fine, dunt act like u do. dunt be hypocites. im juz so sick of people pretendig to care.
have fun y'all.
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Thursday, November 11, 2004
me and fique afta tha ferst time at spore idol... i look like i have bugsy teeth... heeeeh~
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missing people
i dunnoe y i miss loadsa people...
mai, adam, khamsiah, nunu, noora... loadsa people uh...
thanks soooo much fer everythin aunty.... ur always ther... fer everythin and anythin... loves u many many...
sorry i coundt join ya today man and bob and olin... hope u guys had fun...
went threading again... evrybody say not painful.. only me and nunu think it is.. haha... i guess we have a lower threshold of pain, esp whe pple are pulling out our hair.. hahah..
watched how to lose a guy in 10 days yesterday... soooooooooo nice.. kate hudson is sooooooooo cute and matthew macchonahey(if i spelt dat ryte) is uber hottnessssssssssss.. ma gawddddddd...
to athena.. who are you... paaser-by's dont give such insights.. im sure ur somoene we all noe... how come u dunnoe yana if u noe all of us... and how yunnoe sufyan? dis is so weird lah... i keep wonderin who ur... hmmm... we're not gonna pull out ur hair or shave ur armpits and leg hair like we planned to guy... hahah.. juz curious..
Happy Deepavali y'all... Raye comin soon... *weeeewt* hahahha...
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Monday, November 08, 2004
ooooooooops... he fell... hah, okay, i tugged his hair and he fell okayyy? meanie sabbyyy.. hahh... love ya man~
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insignificant 2
insignificant.
i never realised. til now. u think u mean smthin. but u dunt. u mean nothing. u thought there was smthin ther. ther was nothin. stop fooling yourself. it was all juz a game. u were played. over and over again. never did u realise.i always thought i meant smthin to people who meant so damn much to me. today i learnt, i am insignificant, in many people's life. if i cease to exist, it would not make a difference to them. a tear they would not shed for me. because i am insignificant. i noe i mean smthin to some people. but i am insignificant. i didnt make a difference in anybody's life. i am insignificant.
to sulaiman, i dunnow y.. today i looked at our class picture, ma fav one, tha one of u beside me, finally afta 5 years, we finally took a class pic wit u by my side. i am so scared of losing you. you dunnow how much u mean to me. u gave me a reason to come to skool everyday. man, i hope even afta this, i dunt hafta look back and think, those old times with sulaiman, locking me up in tha electrical riser or singing in class. i wanna be able to think hmm... dat juz happened last week, or yesterday, or imma meet man later.... tha thought of losing you scares me bcuz u have been by ma side from day 1... from sec 1 all tha way til now... when we got retained, when i got ma heart broken, when u got ur heart broken, when ur brother became an angel, when u found a new love, when i was sick... u were always there, if i ever needed someone to count on, you were there... i hope i never ever have to lose you... i love ya to bits and pieces, you're ma god's gift, straight from tha doors of heaven. i dunnow what i would do without you, i dunnow how i would have survived sec 3 and 4 without u... u were juz always ther... ma shoulder to cry on, ma confidant, ma irritation, ma listening ear... a part of ma heart. you will always remain as one of ma dearest friends that nobody could ever ever replace. i love ya~ thanks for everythin you've done for me. you dunnow how much i appreciate it. i hope we can continue to share our lives togetha... cuz i cant imagine ma future without you.
insignificant.
today, i missed someone very dearly. but if i mean nothing to some of tha people who matter tha most to me, how could i mean anythin to that person i miss. you have a freakin bryte future ahead of you. go for it. juz because people said things, it dunt mean its true. i wish i meant smthin to you. such an insignificant role i play in your life. i can only reminisice tha times we spent together, you were tha sweetest. i juz miss u a whole whole lot. but ur life has juz started. i feel like mine has juz ended. truthfully i have lost all faith and hope in maself. im juz drowning in an abyss. life. how funny it is, throws tha most fucked up things at you, but than again, its so beautiful. all tha best to tha one whom i miss so dearly. i wish i could make u see how much you mean to me. i like u for who you are, not wat you have become. i wish it were like tha old times. your smile juz made everythin so much better. your hugs, tha warmest and tha bestest. always made me feel so warm, secure and loved. i miss your hugs, i miss your presence, i miss your smile, i miss your voice, i miss your eyes, that shine, everytime you smile. i miss you.
insignificant.
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Sunday, November 07, 2004
insignificant
when will i learn?
imsignificant..
u think u mean something to someone. den it hits you. you dont. never have. never will. u mean nothing. as simple as dat. nothing. u may feel it was special. tha person m have felt it at that time. but tha more time tha person thinks bout it, tha more tha person regrets it.
insinificant. to so many people. in so many ways, to some people i noe i mean smthin. ma existance dunt mean shit to some people. whether i live or die. they dunt care, their life will still be tha same. untouched by me. who am i niwae ryte?
insignificant. dats me......................
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004
rashes!
hmmmm... i had so much fun on saturday.. yamakasi must go togetha! i dunt care!
sunday morning i went nadia's hse... it was so sad... her dad passed away on saturday morning.... alot of us went uh... tried to cheer nadia up.. she needs pple ard... if ot she'll think and think and think and feel sad... nxt saturday got kenduri a her hse..
ouhhh.. saturday nnyte, fique went to visit her, guess who tagged along.. LEANDRA! nadia was like.. uhmmm? okay, thx fer commin, pple recognised dem and all... hahah.. hope he goes on saturday... haha he lost his hp... poor thing...
had social studies today... switzwerland came out! thank tha lord above! hahah.... eng and physics tmrw and tha dreaded maths on thurs... so scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............
i like ma new hair, loadsa comments on its very catie-ish... and one of ma frens said alyssa milano-ish.. hahah... can never pull dat off man...
ohhh and afta sore eyes, now me and sheena have dis horrble gross rash which is farkin itchy.. hers on her legs.. mine on ma tummy and arm... its sooooooooooooo gross... juz now went to see doc... he saw tha ones on ma tummy he was like, this looks like herpes.. ma mom went WATTT??!?!! i also was like, wtf? den he was like, oh no no.. its only on one side so its not... ma mom was like, phew... hahah, i was like, duh, wher tha hell did HERPES come from? gawddddddd.. haha okek, gtg now.. peace and love y'all....
and im like 17 and 1 month today! hahah dats so dumb, but i didnt realise til sheena pointed it out.. hahah :)
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doggie!
this post is dedicated to that lil doggie.
kl was fun, kinda. hahhaha... i was sayin stupid stuff like wilayah celcom became wilayah CHEL-com... wat an idiot.. and a drizzle in a malay is hujan tak lebat, which is technically true wat~ and u idiots stop calling me snow white can? grrrrr~ hahaha... me and yana and sheen like hafta sleep on tha sa,e bed togetha mangz.. hahah... like yesterday when we slept at a'famosa, ma dad rented tha bunglow for tha nyte, we had a room to ourselves and i took tha single bed and tha 2 morons(which i so dearly l0ve) took tha queen sized bed. me and yana coundt sleep. sheena was on tha phone. den in tha end they asked me if i wanted ti squash in wit them. they read ma mind. hahhaha... and im sooooooooo proud of sheehan, he's finally not scared of tha water anymore. he could jump in, do somersaults! way to go boy! u'll get tha hang of swimming soon! heheheh.... so proud of him.. he even let ma dad throw him in tha water even tho, 10 mins b4 he was screaming and crying when ma dad wanted to throw him in. heheheh. way to go kiddo~
this is dedicated to tha doggie cuz.. here goes tha story...
ma cousin nabilah in kl (19) can drive so she offered to bring us 3 idiots to but a nightie fer sheema since she left hers behind in spore.. so we juz left her house and were driving ona straight road. there was another road on tha left, but we coundt really see anythin cuz there were really thick bushes and stuff. so ther we were driving and outta tha blue, this white dog comes running from that road. and yes, think, we were driving+ dog comes running outta nowher, we ran over tha poor mutt. dat was freaky. i was like, wtf. nabilah stops tha car and a whole indian community gathers. tha dog takes a few more gasps of air before returning to god. its owner pulled it aside, (tha dog died on tha road in front of its house) and all 3 of em leave to see wat tha situation was like, i had to stay in tha car(guard tha car?) i didnt have tha heart to go ther to face tha owner, from wat sheena and nabilah told me, tha owner was wailing... i feel her pain. so dear doggie up in heaven, im sorry. but why tha hell asked u to run out without lookin left and right and left again? damn! haiz~ dogge, doggie.... peace. i hope u have a good after-life.
niwae, im off to sleep now. im soooooooooo sleep depreived, ahha. have always been lah. but.. yeah. laters all...
ps: maisarah... halooooooooooooooooooo. wher in tha world are ya mangz? and nufailllllll. i miss ya tooooooo~ and mannnn... miss ya :) heheheh~
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Thursday, November 25, 2004
goodbyeeee spore...
im goin away... goodbye singapore... til we meet again. wtf. dramatic.ha ha ha. i'll be back on sunday.. :(
i hope we dunt come home late... i neeeeeeeeeed to see tha new paper.... ma dad is gonna kill me when he sees is. ah fark it. hah. i juz hope it wont come out cacat lah uh.
i accidentaly stumbled onto a blog. this gurl who is FREAKY!!! and i mean FREAKY!!! she's soooooooo in love wit taufik. nuthin wrong. maybe u guys should check out her blog and lemme noe watcha think. its really funny and sweet also, but freaky. hahah... okek, u peeps check it out and lemme noe eah?
www.sexpistol-ana.blogspot.com
oh yeah, she named it sex pistol cuz tshe saw taufil usin a shir dat says sex pistol. ryte. okay. let her idolise him. its cool. he deserves t mangz. all tha best fique, on wednesday. u can do it. :)
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Saturday, November 20, 2004
happy birthday nufail~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUFAIL LOVE!!!
happy birthday baby~ i hope u had a good day, i think i noe y u were feelin crappy juz now...sorry if i was crappy or watever, im glad u got to settle wat u had to... when yana told me u meetin her i was lik wtf, oh no, did i do smthin wrong? hahah... well baby, ur 17... finally, 17 already.. haha.. you dunnow how much u mean to me, to us, you brighten up our lives, period. i dunnow y u feel left out, ur one of us, fer real. we all love u to death. u and ur kerazee laughter, and ur red face, hip dance ter-cacated, piranha teeth, warmth and kindness. you dunnow how great it feels when i hafta introduce u and i get to say, this is nufail, MT BEST FRIEND! its sucha honour and i can soooo imagine u laguhing now and sayin, merepek sia been~ hahah.. i mean all this from tha bottom of ma heart. from tha tips of ma hair to ma lil tippy toes, i love ya, i dunt no boyfren or any kind of dat shit as long as i got u in meh life.. ur a bright shining star and whether u like it or not, ur shine like no other in ma eyes, no one could be brighter or more beautiful, no one could love me like u do and im ever so grateful dat god has crossed our paths cuz i dunnoe wat i ould do without u.. im glad u came over juz now, im sorry ur 'suprise' didnt come out ryte cuz SOMEONE had to PEE! wahhaha.. fucking funny kan? WAH LAU EH! hahah.. give u birthday cake also, dunt want, must watch spore idol ferst! wahhaha.. i hope u like ur pressies.. and tha cake... i was tellin sheena, when nufail gets this she's gonna be laughing til her face turns red.. wahahhah.. and was i ryte or was i ryte? hahahah, always remember our arms are always open to you love.. we all love u so so very much( but i love u tha most lah) always remember we're here, one call away, a shoulder to cry on, a house wit doors always open... love you always baby....
me loves u always~
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
hrmph?
ma computer is soo fucked up... and ma blog also... cannot see nythin.. ma past entries.. ma tagoboard! *sadness* hahha oh well.. hope alls well soon~
hahah... nufail no worries bout tha accounts session. gurls day out next week okek? *love*
yunnow, i miss so many people. syaf, maria, kham, shaik, even tho i got to see u fer a bit juz now... mai... issa,, haiz~
yunnow, its weird... i've only met issa a few times but he's really a close pal of mine... yeah maybe cuz we chat and sms each otha lah... but boy.. you've been ther fer meh and i really dunnow how to thank you... you're sucha sweetheart, thank god our paths crossed, thanks nufail~ *smiles* you really noe how o cheer me up and u give me great advice... wat would i do without ya? hahah.. brain freeze session comin up next week yeah? and u soooo hafta follow us when we jalan raya okek? must tau~ heeehehhe~ take care of yourself and ur bro tthis weekend... have fun in hong kong.. :)
and i hafta thank syaheed also.. you're like a big brother to meh... u were ther when i was down or up, thank u so so very much! *smiles*
to all those people who have touched ma life in sucha profound way.. thank you. imma say u mean tha world to me and that may sound cliche but its true, i mean it from tha bottom of ma heart. thanks so much.
ouh yeah, i miss aaron too.. man, how long has it been since i last saw u? 2 weeks? i miss u tau~ hahah... yunnow, what athena said is true.. u dunnow how much of an impact u make on people. you made a great impact on many of us.. especially us yamakasi-ians... hope i'll see ya soon... this weekend is out tho... jalan raya wit ma family... man, i really hope i dunt go jb on friday, i wanna spend tha day wit nufail~ watch movie or watever... its like damn sad... oh well... i guess if i cant we hafta make up fer it on anotha day yea? sorry babes~
sulaiman... boy boy... better clear dat head of urs.. i hope yunnoe wat to do... i noe u do and its not gonna be easy but im sure its for tha best kan? watever it is yunnow im herre when u need me. always.
i love y'all many many....
i hope this entry comes out.. hahah... fuck this shit man~
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
help
thank you kakak sheeeeeeeeeeen and yana 'big bird' giringo fer allllllll your help wit meh art, could not have done it without u both... me loves u many many!!
had fun today nufii wit ur louddd cousin and her fren wit tha nice arse... hahah natasha and rebecca... hehehh.. gelare okek?
mai! u bodoh! u finaly called me... finallllllllly, me miss u many many, i havent seen ur new hair! do you KNOW how long it has been~ geez~
i was thinkin kan, next week kan, gurls day out.. u, me and nufii... afta how bloooooooooooody long! we go shopping since we got duit raya!!! wahahha.. yay-ness.. sua? sua? SUAAA???? heeeeeeh~
prem has a blog.... hahha, whoever wants to read it has to have a dictionary beside him... he has such ambiguous werds... dats premm... wahhaha.. hope to see ya soon~ den u can tell me i look beautiful.. no payment needed.. wahhahaha....
love y'all... art and history later... dangz... simpang afta art i hope, gelare afta its all over... dear lord... let it happen! hahaha..
love y'all.. peace out~
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Sunday, November 14, 2004
selamat hari rayeeeeeee~
Selamat Hari Raya to all... Eid Mubarak... Maaf Zahir dan Batin....
if in any way have i ever hurt you, i apologize sincerely, if at any time i made ur life more difficult or complicated, i am sorry but i would not have done so without a reason... thannks for always bein there for me and sharing your life with me, i would not be where i am today without you people.. so thanks...
there was so much i wanted to say, now dat i am at tha keyboard, i got a block... maybe when i get ma moolah i'll be more inspired... hahah more inspired to shop.... so many things i wanna buy... ahhh bet i wont end up buyin i all and i buy stoopid crap..
eyyy.. puasa overrrrrrrrr~ wahahahha... okay... shddup sabreena. simpanggg! oh how i miss you. after next week i am all yours. after next monday. afta 9am on monday, 22nd nov, i can P-A-R-T-Y!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ teh o penggggg~ oh how i miss you... chillin wit yamakasi... miss dat even moreeeeee.... sentosaaaaa herre i be comin.... chalet! must plan!!1 yamakasi! cmonnnnnnnnnn~ im bein draggy and stupid yeah i noe... wahhaha...
to ma dear fren i was talkin wit for quite a while yesterday, yunnow who ur... i dunt think ur gonna be seein this anytime soon but boy am i glad we're frens.. i dunt think anybody listens to me like you do, when i talk to you, its fun, i dunt find it a chore... like, we're equals. i listen as much as i talk and u talk as much as u listen... u come up wit stuff i never thought bout.. u also like to gossip.. wahhaha.. ur tha ony person i actualy talk on tha phone wit for ages nowadays... and next time im not usin ma hp to call u.. ma hp bill is gonna be so high, meh mommy is gonna kill meeehhhh~ hahah.. i enjoyed talkin to you yesterday tho so its okek... u take care.. call me again soon... *smiles*
i miss shaik and sudip and issa and so many people... i miss FIQUE. not TAUFIK, i miss fique, tha good ol' sweetie pie fique.... i miss nadia and eric even tho he in australia.. he's soooooooo nice... i miss yana, as in yana fique's ex gurlfren, i miss dee and aunty aisha... i miss chris brown sugar tho he so mean all tha time, i miss prem and his analytical practical self.............. i miss y'all ya hearrrrr... i miss mark also... hahahha... as if i so close to dem to miss dem uh... i miss chillin wit dem and hearin dem comin up wit tha stupidest, funniset, crappiest, bestest shite lah.... fique~ u owe me a birthday song and pool! and imma make sure imma get it! hahah...
i am so crapping ryte now. dahhh lahhhhhhhhhhhh.... sabreena merepek-ing as usual...
selamat hari raya y'alllllllllllllllllllll much love to y'all.. <3>
we all better jalan raya togetha eyyy~ *smiles*
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Friday, November 12, 2004
still feelin insignificant
still feelin insignificant herre.... watever sabreena... who cares ryte...
missin people does not mean they'll miss you too...
i really enjoyed talkin to prem dat day... he makes a whole lotta sense... sucha smart ass... one thing he said to me dat will always stick to me is that every relationship u go thru dat dunt werk out only furthur defines tha meaning of love to you.. smtin close to dat... maybe one day soon we get to chill again...
noraa and nunu goin shopping tmrw... wish i could go... but raye is tha day afta dat... and monday adam asked us go his place.. but i doubt we can go... dis is soooo saddddddd.. haiz~ who cares... u guys have fun fun fun
nufaillll... its gonna be okek, like wat sheena said, wat dunt kill u only makes u stronger kan? yeah ur parents are gonna be pissed but its never easy and they should be proud of u fer tryin and not givin up and fer gettin dis far... its never easy but you've gone this far and u should be proud of yourself... sorry i left early today... i love you always remember we're all behind u... doin tha silly hip dance of course... hahah....
no point feelin insignificant. no point missing people. be happy wit wat u got. i gt ma family. i got nunu. i got man. i got faisal. people who actually care bout me ryte. yeah, no point wanting more, u only end up disppointed, dats smthin i learned tha hard way.
to all those people who have been ther fer meh, thank you. your kindness i greatly appreciated. i could never have done anythin without u.... much love, there will always be a place for u in ma heart. for all those people who say they care for me... stop sayin stuff u dunt mean. if u dunt care, fine, dunt act like u do. dunt be hypocites. im juz so sick of people pretendig to care.
have fun y'all.
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Thursday, November 11, 2004
me and fique afta tha ferst time at spore idol... i look like i have bugsy teeth... heeeeh~
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missing people
i dunnoe y i miss loadsa people...
mai, adam, khamsiah, nunu, noora... loadsa people uh...
thanks soooo much fer everythin aunty.... ur always ther... fer everythin and anythin... loves u many many...
sorry i coundt join ya today man and bob and olin... hope u guys had fun...
went threading again... evrybody say not painful.. only me and nunu think it is.. haha... i guess we have a lower threshold of pain, esp whe pple are pulling out our hair.. hahah..
watched how to lose a guy in 10 days yesterday... soooooooooo nice.. kate hudson is sooooooooo cute and matthew macchonahey(if i spelt dat ryte) is uber hottnessssssssssss.. ma gawddddddd...
to athena.. who are you... paaser-by's dont give such insights.. im sure ur somoene we all noe... how come u dunnoe yana if u noe all of us... and how yunnoe sufyan? dis is so weird lah... i keep wonderin who ur... hmmm... we're not gonna pull out ur hair or shave ur armpits and leg hair like we planned to guy... hahah.. juz curious..
Happy Deepavali y'all... Raye comin soon... *weeeewt* hahahha...
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Monday, November 08, 2004
ooooooooops... he fell... hah, okay, i tugged his hair and he fell okayyy? meanie sabbyyy.. hahh... love ya man~
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insignificant 2
insignificant.
i never realised. til now. u think u mean smthin. but u dunt. u mean nothing. u thought there was smthin ther. ther was nothin. stop fooling yourself. it was all juz a game. u were played. over and over again. never did u realise.i always thought i meant smthin to people who meant so damn much to me. today i learnt, i am insignificant, in many people's life. if i cease to exist, it would not make a difference to them. a tear they would not shed for me. because i am insignificant. i noe i mean smthin to some people. but i am insignificant. i didnt make a difference in anybody's life. i am insignificant.
to sulaiman, i dunnow y.. today i looked at our class picture, ma fav one, tha one of u beside me, finally afta 5 years, we finally took a class pic wit u by my side. i am so scared of losing you. you dunnow how much u mean to me. u gave me a reason to come to skool everyday. man, i hope even afta this, i dunt hafta look back and think, those old times with sulaiman, locking me up in tha electrical riser or singing in class. i wanna be able to think hmm... dat juz happened last week, or yesterday, or imma meet man later.... tha thought of losing you scares me bcuz u have been by ma side from day 1... from sec 1 all tha way til now... when we got retained, when i got ma heart broken, when u got ur heart broken, when ur brother became an angel, when u found a new love, when i was sick... u were always there, if i ever needed someone to count on, you were there... i hope i never ever have to lose you... i love ya to bits and pieces, you're ma god's gift, straight from tha doors of heaven. i dunnow what i would do without you, i dunnow how i would have survived sec 3 and 4 without u... u were juz always ther... ma shoulder to cry on, ma confidant, ma irritation, ma listening ear... a part of ma heart. you will always remain as one of ma dearest friends that nobody could ever ever replace. i love ya~ thanks for everythin you've done for me. you dunnow how much i appreciate it. i hope we can continue to share our lives togetha... cuz i cant imagine ma future without you.
insignificant.
today, i missed someone very dearly. but if i mean nothing to some of tha people who matter tha most to me, how could i mean anythin to that person i miss. you have a freakin bryte future ahead of you. go for it. juz because people said things, it dunt mean its true. i wish i meant smthin to you. such an insignificant role i play in your life. i can only reminisice tha times we spent together, you were tha sweetest. i juz miss u a whole whole lot. but ur life has juz started. i feel like mine has juz ended. truthfully i have lost all faith and hope in maself. im juz drowning in an abyss. life. how funny it is, throws tha most fucked up things at you, but than again, its so beautiful. all tha best to tha one whom i miss so dearly. i wish i could make u see how much you mean to me. i like u for who you are, not wat you have become. i wish it were like tha old times. your smile juz made everythin so much better. your hugs, tha warmest and tha bestest. always made me feel so warm, secure and loved. i miss your hugs, i miss your presence, i miss your smile, i miss your voice, i miss your eyes, that shine, everytime you smile. i miss you.
insignificant.
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Sunday, November 07, 2004
insignificant
when will i learn?
imsignificant..
u think u mean something to someone. den it hits you. you dont. never have. never will. u mean nothing. as simple as dat. nothing. u may feel it was special. tha person m have felt it at that time. but tha more time tha person thinks bout it, tha more tha person regrets it.
insinificant. to so many people. in so many ways, to some people i noe i mean smthin. ma existance dunt mean shit to some people. whether i live or die. they dunt care, their life will still be tha same. untouched by me. who am i niwae ryte?
insignificant. dats me......................
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004
rashes!
hmmmm... i had so much fun on saturday.. yamakasi must go togetha! i dunt care!
sunday morning i went nadia's hse... it was so sad... her dad passed away on saturday morning.... alot of us went uh... tried to cheer nadia up.. she needs pple ard... if ot she'll think and think and think and feel sad... nxt saturday got kenduri a her hse..
ouhhh.. saturday nnyte, fique went to visit her, guess who tagged along.. LEANDRA! nadia was like.. uhmmm? okay, thx fer commin, pple recognised dem and all... hahah.. hope he goes on saturday... haha he lost his hp... poor thing...
had social studies today... switzwerland came out! thank tha lord above! hahah.... eng and physics tmrw and tha dreaded maths on thurs... so scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............
i like ma new hair, loadsa comments on its very catie-ish... and one of ma frens said alyssa milano-ish.. hahah... can never pull dat off man...
ohhh and afta sore eyes, now me and sheena have dis horrble gross rash which is farkin itchy.. hers on her legs.. mine on ma tummy and arm... its sooooooooooooo gross... juz now went to see doc... he saw tha ones on ma tummy he was like, this looks like herpes.. ma mom went WATTT??!?!! i also was like, wtf? den he was like, oh no no.. its only on one side so its not... ma mom was like, phew... hahah, i was like, duh, wher tha hell did HERPES come from? gawddddddd.. haha okek, gtg now.. peace and love y'all....
and im like 17 and 1 month today! hahah dats so dumb, but i didnt realise til sheena pointed it out.. hahah :)
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I am a daydreamer.
I think too much.
I am short.
I am gullible.
I love to laugh.
I am highly amuseable.
I can be quite random.
I am friendly,
yet I am very shy.
I love butterflies.
Go figure.
<3 to all I know and love.
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